“Don't ever stand aside, don't ever be denied. You wanna be who you'd be, if you're coming with me”

Recently after some stressful interviews and harassing e-mails, I was offered an internship at CityLine. CityLine was my first choice of those that I had applied for and I was (and still remain) a) shocked that I got it and b) happy as hell to be given the chance. I feel I have (or at least I hope I have) come along way since those shitty days I spent at Canadian Tire wondering when my life was going to begin. Now don’t get me wrong, I understand that this is merely an internship and no guarantee of an actual paying job. However, it is experience and I’m in dire need of that.

But along with all this happiness comes many questions: Do I live here or in Toronto? If I move to Toronto am I able to sublet my lease, which I have until August? If I stay here do I commute by GO or car? If I move to Toronto where and who would I live with and can I afford it? Also if I were to move to Toronto I would need a new part time job.

It’s hard knowing what you’d like to see happen but facing uncertainty that it may not come to fruition. Unfortunately I tend to worry too much, but no matter how much I may stress in the weeks to come it’ll all be worth it because I have an awesome placement! ☺